i feel alive
while driving
at dusk
colors of the sky
pushing me forward
with diamonds toward me
and ruby away
the soundtrack of my life
is playing on the stereo
calming me
and making me feel sentimental
and i think of you
and you
and you
i'm looking forward
to my destination
to feeling at home
so far away
and feel happy
yes, happy
for a moment
i wish i could
capture those
moments in time
happy chemical reactions
that trick me
into feeling
quite good
it's fleeting
as always
and i find myself
returning to the
lowest common denominator
the gun
to my head
don't look surprised
this is who
i am
in fleeting moments
when chemistry
tries to trick me
into feeling
